Indecision

It looms above my head like a hungry vulture

Never relenting in this overactive brain

A game you can’t win until you decide to give up

But still persisting even when the win has come

My breathing constricts and arms go numb

Until I push it down so far that reality disappears

As it resurfaces, it hits me with a blow

Its still there, in the same place I left it

I create it to avoid the problem

But it alone has become my problem

There is a rock and a hard place

And I am plainly stuck between them

The taste of it alone shows sour all over my face

But eventually this sour become my drug

The struggle becomes my life

My life becomes the struggle